What's the point of even trying anymore. I just have lost all interest of things I used to love to do. I don't feel like doing anything. Just feel like sitting outside, watch the world around me, and listen to music.
My grades, barely care. I hate my teacher, every single one of them.
My friends, getting annoying. Don't stand up, let them walk over me, still don't seem to care.
I just don't care anymore. I don't care to do anything.
I don't care to eat, go to school, or even do anything.
What's the point of even trying to do things if you know they are just going to fail miserably.
I need a change, I do the same thing every day and it gets old.
My schedule:
6:30-6:50-wake up
6:50-7:05-eat breakfast
7:05-7:25-get ready
7:25-7:55-ride the bus
8:10-3:00-school
3:00-3:15-wait for bus
3:15-3:50-ride bus home
3:50-7:00-procrastinate about homework
9:00-10:00-watch my sister watch gay medical shows
10:00-11:00-finally get some time to myself, everyone is asleep and I can do what I want
Go to sleep and do the same exact thing next day
I hate everyone in my school
All my good friends are on the other team in my school
Same people everyday all day
What's the point of even trying to do anything anymore, it just gets old, fast, or just fails. If you get something right, it will get old. You will not do the same thing your whole life. Why even try.
I do not have a girlfriend, nor ever have I had one. Sure been a couple I've liked over the years.
I'm 13, and you will not get married until you are abut 25-30
So why even date. In my mind it is a waste of time and money.
This one guy I know, got his girlfriend a $30 necklace. Biggest waste of money ever. I guarantee they will be broken up by the end of the year.
I don't try to look good. I don't care, I just try to look decent. I just do not care, what is the point?
- Mood:
Depressed - Listening to: Twighlight Zone-Golden Earring
- Watching: Tenacious D/Pick of Destiny